Depress

Its been quite awhile now...haven't written anything depressing or emotionally for the past few months(so glad). Neither of those gay haiku poems...but I cant help to say how I still miss her(sigh*). Its practically stupid how I ramble on saying I still miss her, shes so attractive, and all those other complements usually guys would say and seriously I need a slap to the face sometime soon(someone wake me up!!), because I just can't go on like this. We rarely talk or even at least say hi to each other(probably hates me), and the only time we say anything to each other is something relating to homework(how gay). Its either she hates me, has feelings for me and doesn't want to get close, or the "your nothing to me anymore" expression. To me, the first and last opinion might be the answer, cause I doubt she till has feelings for me(why do i even bother to hope).

I feel like shit(no but really, i just farted and it smells could probably wipe out the whole united states population, and its wet...ewww)...if only I was thinking straight forward, I would have probably made a difference back then, but now its all about regret, looking back at your stupid mistakes, and crying over a pained heart(how gay can i be, like seriously are you gay?). Life can be so depressing and thats just being cruel man(I should become emo, my face is dark already now all I need are black clothes. Sike!! not gonna be emo..so gay no one does that anymore)